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About This Someone Created By God
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the one who fullfill my day with laughter and love, i love you dear.
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191cm tall...
Izam is the preferred name
BiGG is the common Sobriquet
A Proud Republican.
(SEM 1:W35K...SEM 2:E35L)
Industrial And Operation Management.
Beats Encore Percussion Ensemble.
turning a year older on 26 march & most importantly,
♥♥♥Nurul Aini Bte Mornin♥♥♥ is the soul inamorata i loved and will always do.
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WritteN SpeciALLy On Sunday, September 27, 2009

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

*You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

**You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

***You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


The above was somewhat true... OK maybe totally true... just maybe... until statistics(why am i talking statistics when the module is already over???) shows that it is true then i guess its just "maybe true".. its a null hypothesis(yet again... statistics module) i guess.. well just to share some truth in my life... Love Life.. Education Views... Career Views.. taken from HERE... Thats all for today kids... just finish jalan raya.... lazy to upload pictures... wanna see go facebook see... but i have not uploaded it there yet sooo.... wait long long... muahahhahah!! GO BLOCO SG!!! i can't wait for Chingay 2010 rehearsals.. October i guess.. k la... toodles kids!!


Salam Hormat Dan Selamat Malam..


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BiGG at 11:35 PM

WritteN SpeciALLy On Tuesday, September 22, 2009

THE MORE I THINK BOUT HER... THE MORE SHE BREAKS MY HEART... CONGRATULATIONS.. I HATE U...

BiGG at 8:00 PM

Hey.. Its been awhile since i last posted... its the 3rd day of Hari Raya... Not gonna post pictures because i'm a bit too lazy and alot too weak... been sick since i woke up today... its getting worst as the clock ticks.. i'm just blogging now because i am too bored and too weak to even stand up and do things... its been a downfall this few days.. my raya have never been this bad... i mean not because of the way we celebrated or the atmosphere but just i guess my mood... i cant pick myself to enjoy this festive season... yea wishes were made to friends, families and loved ones but i guess words are only words.. have not been my usual self lately... i mean thats what my cousin told me... been staring at blank spaces... i guess i am just thinking too much... thats why i am sick right noww... and i dont know what am i writing in my blog now cos i am damn bored...

To u... u found a new one now... forget bout me... i'm no longer a priority... he is... dont care what i feel... care bout his... i bet he is way better than i am... thats what u told me... its ok... u deserve someone better than me.. people move on... u moved on only after 1 week... i can do that too..

and to u... thanks for the listening ear... u've been a great friend... u made me forget i even have a problem in hand.. u cheered me up... remember... biar orang buat kiter, jangan kiter buat orang..and... smile, its the best thing to do to forget about the problems... i wish u all the best with the second guy... i know he is the best for u... he's been loyal to u...

to me... what more can i say?? wish me good luck?? muahahaha... just dont think too much izam... it will get u even sicker... smile, its the best policy... why worry bout others when they dont even care bout u?? The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them . ahhh!! forget it.. life has to move on..

i miss Melvin, Sandy, Hasan, Stacey, Babu, Derek, Adrian and Joon Hyo. They made life sounds soo fun.. They made time flies soo fast... and they made me feel like life has more meaning than loving.. life is about having fun in a Vios drifting at changi.. speeding at coastal road.. racing at rifle range.. more drifting at roundabouts... and near accidents? muahahah!! bastard... BUT I LIKEE.... i miss those words... hahaha.. omgayyy... i have to go.. some family is here to Raya...

to u... i really miss u...

and to u... thanks alot friend...

to 8 of u... riding at night again?? muahahhaa..

to me.. fuck off now.. stop thinking...

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BiGG at 6:04 PM

WritteN SpeciALLy On Thursday, July 9, 2009

I PUT MY TRUST ON YOU... GOD WANTS TO SHOW ME THE TRUTH... GOD MAKES ME GO PLACES I NEVER GO BEFORE... GOD SHOWED ME THINGS THAT ONLY HE KNOWS AND WANTS ME TO SEE... MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES... AM I THAT BORING ALREADY?? I KNOW I'M NOT THE BEST PERSON YOU COULD EVER GET.. I'M NOT PERFECT.. I HAVE FLAWS... ALOT OF FLAWS... I AM FAT... I DON'T HAVE THE LOOKS YOU WERE CRAVING FOR...U WERE SHY OF ME WHEN YOU ARE WITH YOUR FRIENDS.. YOU ARE SHY TO ADMIT WHO I AM... I KNOW I AM NOT "THE" PERFECT PERSON... "THE" PRINCE CHARMING YOU WERE LOOKING FOR... BUT I HAVE A HEART.. A HEART THAT HAVE FEELINGS... JEALOUSY IS ALWAYS THERE.. BUT I PUT MY UPMOST TRUST ON U.. ONLY U... BUT IN RETURN? U DID THIS.. U SWEARED YOUR WAY THROUGH... I BELIEVED IT... U FAKED IT.. I BELIEVE IT... I CANNOT BELIEVE IT NOW... WHAT A DAY FOR THIS TO BE HAPPENING... ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW SAD I AM... ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT THIS TEARS I SHED WHILE DOING THIS POST IS MEANT FOR U... FOR THE ONE I LOVE....

HAPPY 2 YEARS 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY... HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY... COS I AM DEFINITELY NOT...

BiGG at 12:17 AM

WritteN SpeciALLy On Monday, May 18, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY AINI!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
pictures of us going to bugis will be uploaded soon...
for now.... I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

BiGG at 11:46 PM

WritteN SpeciALLy On Friday, May 1, 2009






I know my blog looks dead because its been awhile since i last blogged.  Been lazy to update, busy in school and with schoolworks, practices and performances. Well guess what, i am not going to post taht much as i am lazy... haha.. ok.. this post is specially for girlfriend who is in KL as this is the only way i could reach out to her as she do not have auto-roam, and i do not have enough credits in my prepaid too. i hope she's doing well there. B u da makan blom?? da shopping?? i sooo miss her.. come back soon ok.. i prayed for your safety to and fro dear.. love you!!!

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BiGG at 11:00 PM

WritteN SpeciALLy On Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I guessed turning 19 soon made me realised that i have loads to think of in life. Probably the first thing in my mind will be friends. For 18 years of my life, friends come and go. If you ask me if i am in contact with any of my Primary or Secondary school friends, i would say no. Sad Right? Tell me about it.

Well this paragraph is for the people i hurt, i talk behind their back, i abandoned friendship and i bad-mouthed. Well, from the deepest core and utter sincerity, i'm sorry for the wrong doings. i was just too childish too think of how i reacted. simply speaking, for being Egoistic. i am being sincere here. It takes time for me to think of this wrong doings. I know, karma will come sooner or later. I'll take it and learn from mistakes though. Even through this bad experience, i realised that i learned alots of things about the word FRIENDSHIP. It takes time to built it but it takes only seconds to break it. SORRY PEOPLE FOR ANY WRONG DOINGS. I REALLY DO. SINCERELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. Well i guessed i have to move on since the friends i made all hated me. Moving on is the only option. I hope you guys have a pleasant life ahead and for all the bad things i said to people, i take back my words. i'm sorry for causing too much trouble. i really treasure those fun moments when we had together. I will cherish it forever. Thanks people and Sorry from the deepest core of my heart. i mean it.

Well next is of course the good news that Tribales is up for busking auditions. It will be a great achievement if we can get the busking license. i pray hard that we can get it.

The next is Bloco Singapura will be performing in the National Day Parade 2009. What a !! I think all performers from the CHINGAY festival will get to perform. wooohooo!! can't wait for the show!!
how about i end this post with a few words to my beloved GF, NURUL AINI BINTE MORNIN. Dear, i love you soo much and all the times we've been bickering and argueing. it have only made us grew stronger. I really treasure you as my GF and hope and i prayed hard to God that we can last long together. Amin.

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BiGG at 11:11 PM

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