WritteN SpeciALLy On Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hey.. Its been awhile since i last posted... its the 3rd day of Hari Raya... Not gonna post pictures because i'm a bit too lazy and alot too weak... been sick since i woke up today... its getting worst as the clock ticks.. i'm just blogging now because i am too bored and too weak to even stand up and do things... its been a downfall this few days.. my raya have never been this bad... i mean not because of the way we celebrated or the atmosphere but just i guess my mood... i cant pick myself to enjoy this festive season... yea wishes were made to friends, families and loved ones but i guess words are only words.. have not been my usual self lately... i mean thats what my cousin told me... been staring at blank spaces... i guess i am just thinking too much... thats why i am sick right noww... and i dont know what am i writing in my blog now cos i am damn bored...
To u... u found a new one now... forget bout me... i'm no longer a priority... he is... dont care what i feel... care bout his... i bet he is way better than i am... thats what u told me... its ok... u deserve someone better than me.. people move on... u moved on only after 1 week... i can do that too..
and to u... thanks for the listening ear... u've been a great friend... u made me forget i even have a problem in hand.. u cheered me up... remember... biar orang buat kiter, jangan kiter buat orang..and... smile, its the best thing to do to forget about the problems... i wish u all the best with the second guy... i know he is the best for u... he's been loyal to u...
to me... what more can i say?? wish me good luck?? muahahaha... just dont think too much izam... it will get u even sicker... smile, its the best policy... why worry bout others when they dont even care bout u?? The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them . ahhh!! forget it.. life has to move on..
i miss Melvin, Sandy, Hasan, Stacey, Babu, Derek, Adrian and Joon Hyo. They made life sounds soo fun.. They made time flies soo fast... and they made me feel like life has more meaning than loving.. life is about having fun in a Vios drifting at changi.. speeding at coastal road.. racing at rifle range.. more drifting at roundabouts... and near accidents? muahahah!! bastard... BUT I LIKEE.... i miss those words... hahaha.. omgayyy... i have to go.. some family is here to Raya...
to u... i really miss u...
and to u... thanks alot friend...
to 8 of u... riding at night again?? muahahhaa..
to me.. fuck off now.. stop thinking...
Labels: i need u too... i really do....
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