My LyFe,My StOrY

2009-09-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

*You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

**You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

***You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The above was somewhat true... OK maybe totally true... just maybe... until statistics(why am i talking statistics when the module is already over???) shows that it is true then i guess its just "maybe true".. its a null hypothesis(yet again... statistics module) i guess.. well just to share some truth in my life... Love Life.. Education Views... Career Views.. taken from HERE... Thats all for today kids... just finish jalan raya.... lazy to upload pictures... wanna see go facebook see... but i have not uploaded it there yet sooo.... wait long long... muahahhahah!! GO BLOCO SG!!! i can't wait for Chingay 2010 rehearsals.. October i guess.. k la... toodles kids!!

Salam Hormat Dan Selamat Malam..

2009-09-22T20:00:00.001+08:00

THE MORE I THINK BOUT HER... THE MORE SHE BREAKS MY HEART... CONGRATULATIONS.. I HATE U...

The End

2009-09-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Hey.. Its been awhile since i last posted... its the 3rd day of Hari Raya... Not gonna post pictures because i'm a bit too lazy and alot too weak... been sick since i woke up today... its getting worst as the clock ticks.. i'm just blogging now because i am too bored and too weak to even stand up and do things... its been a downfall this few days.. my raya have never been this bad... i mean not because of the way we celebrated or the atmosphere but just i guess my mood... i cant pick myself to enjoy this festive season... yea wishes were made to friends, families and loved ones but i guess words are only words.. have not been my usual self lately... i mean thats what my cousin told me... been staring at blank spaces... i guess i am just thinking too much... thats why i am sick right noww... and i dont know what am i writing in my blog now cos i am damn bored...

To u... u found a new one now... forget bout me... i'm no longer a priority... he is... dont care what i feel... care bout his... i bet he is way better than i am... thats what u told me... its ok... u deserve someone better than me.. people move on... u moved on only after 1 week... i can do that too..

and to u... thanks for the listening ear... u've been a great friend... u made me forget i even have a problem in hand.. u cheered me up... remember... biar orang buat kiter, jangan kiter buat orang..and... smile, its the best thing to do to forget about the problems... i wish u all the best with the second guy... i know he is the best for u... he's been loyal to u...

to me... what more can i say?? wish me good luck?? muahahaha... just dont think too much izam... it will get u even sicker... smile, its the best policy... why worry bout others when they dont even care bout u?? The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them . ahhh!! forget it.. life has to move on..

i miss Melvin, Sandy, Hasan, Stacey, Babu, Derek, Adrian and Joon Hyo. They made life sounds soo fun.. They made time flies soo fast... and they made me feel like life has more meaning than loving.. life is about having fun in a Vios drifting at changi.. speeding at coastal road.. racing at rifle range.. more drifting at roundabouts... and near accidents? muahahah!! bastard... BUT I LIKEE.... i miss those words... hahaha.. omgayyy... i have to go.. some family is here to Raya...

to u... i really miss u...

and to u... thanks alot friend...

to 8 of u... riding at night again?? muahahhaa..

to me.. fuck off now.. stop thinking...

2009-07-09T00:17:00.003+08:00

I PUT MY TRUST ON YOU... GOD WANTS TO SHOW ME THE TRUTH... GOD MAKES ME GO PLACES I NEVER GO BEFORE... GOD SHOWED ME THINGS THAT ONLY HE KNOWS AND WANTS ME TO SEE... MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES... AM I THAT BORING ALREADY?? I KNOW I'M NOT THE BEST PERSON YOU COULD EVER GET.. I'M NOT PERFECT.. I HAVE FLAWS... ALOT OF FLAWS... I AM FAT... I DON'T HAVE THE LOOKS YOU WERE CRAVING FOR...U WERE SHY OF ME WHEN YOU ARE WITH YOUR FRIENDS.. YOU ARE SHY TO ADMIT WHO I AM... I KNOW I AM NOT "THE" PERFECT PERSON... "THE" PRINCE CHARMING YOU WERE LOOKING FOR... BUT I HAVE A HEART.. A HEART THAT HAVE FEELINGS... JEALOUSY IS ALWAYS THERE.. BUT I PUT MY UPMOST TRUST ON U.. ONLY U... BUT IN RETURN? U DID THIS.. U SWEARED YOUR WAY THROUGH... I BELIEVED IT... U FAKED IT.. I BELIEVE IT... I CANNOT BELIEVE IT NOW... WHAT A DAY FOR THIS TO BE HAPPENING... ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW SAD I AM... ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT THIS TEARS I SHED WHILE DOING THIS POST IS MEANT FOR U... FOR THE ONE I LOVE....

HAPPY 2 YEARS 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY... HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY... COS I AM DEFINITELY NOT...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

2009-05-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY AINI!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

pictures of us going to bugis will be uploaded soon...

for now.... I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

its less than a day and i started to miss u!!

2009-05-01T23:00:00.004+08:00

I know my blog looks dead because its been awhile since i last blogged. Been lazy to update, busy in school and with schoolworks, practices and performances. Well guess what, i am not going to post taht much as i am lazy... haha.. ok.. this post is specially for girlfriend who is in KL as this is the only way i could reach out to her as she do not have auto-roam, and i do not have enough credits in my prepaid too. i hope she's doing well there. B u da makan blom?? da shopping?? i sooo miss her.. come back soon ok.. i prayed for your safety to and fro dear.. love you!!!

2009-02-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

I guessed turning 19 soon made me realised that i have loads to think of in life. Probably the first thing in my mind will be friends. For 18 years of my life, friends come and go. If you ask me if i am in contact with any of my Primary or Secondary school friends, i would say no. Sad Right? Tell me about it.

Well this paragraph is for the people i hurt, i talk behind their back, i abandoned friendship and i bad-mouthed. Well, from the deepest core and utter sincerity, i'm sorry for the wrong doings. i was just too childish too think of how i reacted. simply speaking, for being Egoistic. i am being sincere here. It takes time for me to think of this wrong doings. I know, karma will come sooner or later. I'll take it and learn from mistakes though. Even through this bad experience, i realised that i learned alots of things about the word FRIENDSHIP. It takes time to built it but it takes only seconds to break it. SORRY PEOPLE FOR ANY WRONG DOINGS. I REALLY DO. SINCERELY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. Well i guessed i have to move on since the friends i made all hated me. Moving on is the only option. I hope you guys have a pleasant life ahead and for all the bad things i said to people, i take back my words. i'm sorry for causing too much trouble. i really treasure those fun moments when we had together. I will cherish it forever. Thanks people and Sorry from the deepest core of my heart. i mean it.

Well next is of course the good news that Tribales is up for busking auditions. It will be a great achievement if we can get the busking license. i pray hard that we can get it.

The next is Bloco Singapura will be performing in the National Day Parade 2009. What a !! I think all performers from the CHINGAY festival will get to perform. wooohooo!! can't wait for the show!!
how about i end this post with a few words to my beloved GF, NURUL AINI BINTE MORNIN. Dear, i love you soo much and all the times we've been bickering and argueing. it have only made us grew stronger. I really treasure you as my GF and hope and i prayed hard to God that we can last long together. Amin.

2009-01-28T18:12:00.004+08:00

Introducing me, Izam's Girlfriend, Nurul Aini. It seems that my boyfriend's blog is dead. Nevertheless, i'll try to resuscitate it back alive! P.S: He didn't even know that I'm blogging in his account. Unless, he checked it out himself!

Apparently, it's CNY now. Chingay is somewhere around the corner.
This friday, BF has to go City Hall for the Chingay performance.
As such, he has been busy with
practices and lots more practices.

No doubt, I really misses him so much. I do
understand his busy schedule.
It's kinda true that distance really
makes the heart grew fonder.
As for now, I just have to learnt to be patient
as to wait for him to be really free from his work.

To my honey baby,
no matter how high or low the tides of the ocean may be, I'll forever LOVE you till the end. Together, we need each other by our side, for I....
really adore you.
really misses you..
and really LOVE you, IZAM......

2009-01-08T11:12:00.002+08:00

OK.. now is like SCIENCE Module... The most boring module in my entire modules.. haha... GF is like pesturing me to update so here it goes...

Yesterday spent most quality time with GF.. its been awhile since i did that.. been free from percussion lately but today shall be the rehearsal for open house on Saturday before going for bloco rehearsal at 3pm that very Saturday... This Friday shall spent MORE time with GF as it will be our 23months.. cant wait !!

well shall update soon.... Facilitator is coming to my desk now... time for discussion... TOODLES!!!

a lame word for today;"SICKO BANANA??" LOL!!

Am I a FreAk?

2008-12-02T12:11:00.003+08:00

I have been damn Busy. This Is My Schedule:

Monday: BLOCO SINGAPURA TRAINING!!
Tuesday: Time Well Spent with GF NURUL AINI BTE MORNIN
Wednesday: Beats Encore Training!!
Thursday: Stam Krygsmanne Meeting/Training!!
Friday: Should Be Free!!
Saturday: Performances(if any)
Sunday: Performances(if any)

Yup... But Lately i am a bit free... HAHA!!!.. spent time with Baby... Went Town yesterday before going for BLOCO..

actually posting just to say I LOVE U SOOO MUCH BABY NURUL AINI BTE MORNIN!!!!

2008-11-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

changing class means a change in friend. As much as the fun we had as a class this semester, i still missed my W35K. The Saddiq, The Marcus, The Fai and The Juli. These are the bros and sis. But lately, everyone has their own business. Apart from each other. Honestly i missed them. The fun and laughter in class(especially Saddiq's loud laughter) and also the "bullying"( you know who you are.. haha). Planned to have an outing together and i really hoped it succeed. Cos i really missed you guys.

Honestly I do not feel any sense of humour or fun lately. I swear i do not know why. Left all alone maybe. Others are busy with their own friends. Ignoring me in the proccess. Recently, its been that way and you know it.

GTG.... sleepy now... in fact i slept for a moment while writing a post... haha..

2008-11-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

FUCK....FUCK....FUCK.... FUCK THE WORLD... FUCK MY PARENTS... FUCK.... WHY NO ONE EVER DID SIDE ME?? WHY?? WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE EVERYTHING ALONE??? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LABELED "MREPEK"?? WHY?? EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE WINNING AGAINST ME... I WILL ALWAYS GIVE IN TO EVERYONE AND SOON AFTER, THEY WILL STEP ON MY HEAD... IT ALWAYS HAPPEN THAT WAY.... I'M FUCKING STRESSED UP RIGHT NOW... WON'T BE COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW... JUST FEEL LIKE LEPAKING SOMEWHERE ALONE.... SINCE NO ONE SIDED ME MIGHT AS WELL I BE ALL ALONE... FUCK SCHOOL.. I DONT WISH TO EVER STEP IN THERE EVER AGAIN... FUCK CONCERT.... I'M JUST TOOOOO STRESSED UP.... FUCKING STRESSED UP.....I WON'T BE COMING SCHOOL... TILL MY MIND IS IN PEACE.... TILL SOMEONE REALLY COME TO ME AND LISTEN TO MY STORIES WHICH IS SOOO 'MREPEK'... TILL THEN, I WON'T BE ATTENDING SCHOOL... SORRY ALL... I HAVE CAUSED MUCH DISTRESSED TO YOU ALL... I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE.......

" HI I'M IZAM AND I'M A FUCKING LOSER"

2008-10-28T23:04:00.006+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
- NOPE!!

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
- i am in love with a lady which is a year younger than me..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- Definitely.. especially so when your girlfriend is in the same school...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- donate some to charity... invest... start a business...buy shares...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- My girlfriend use to be my best friend, and I had fallen in love with her! (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved, of course. But at the same time, loving someone who in returned loved you, the feeling is double HAPPINESS!

7. List out 10 things that you like.
-Meeting GF, Give GF surprise, Eat with GF, Watch Movie with GF, Shop with GF, Percussion, Kenji Dot, Wicked Aura Batucada, Avenged Sevenfold and Bloco Singapura/Rhythm De Pasion!!!

8. If you have one wish, what will it be?
- To get to spend the rest of my life with the one i trully love, Nurul Aini.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- Baby promising me to buy Man Utd Jersey... She really knows what i like..

10. What's the memorable thing anyone have done for you?
- Giving Me a surprise visit and gift while i am busy doing work...i love the gift!!!!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Status: Married with Aini
Occupation: Emirates Pilot
Earning/month: $8,550 and above.(does not include PPA-Pilot's Productivity Allowance= $41 for every hour flown)
Car: BMW
Living in: Condominium

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- Girlfriend Nurul Aini, Family, Kenji Dot.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- LOVE. Love makes the world go round.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- i would rather be married but poor. cos at least, i can spend my lifetime with Aini.

15. What is your favourite colour?
- RED. The colour of LOVE. The colour of Man Utd.The colour of Kenji.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- Nurul Aini Bte Mornin.... If she's not either one of them then i would rather die.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
- Yup. I believe in giving people chances.

19. What do you want to tell that someone you like?
-BABY, REMEMBER THAT IZAM LOVES AINI SOOO MUCH!!!

20. 5 people I have tagged.
- SO far...................................................NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-22T11:27:00.003+08:00

well, obviously don't act as a gergerl to ask me how much is my cap and all... and btw, i don't snap pics of your boify at sunplaza, i don't even have a V-Neck t-shirt and, even if your boify disagree, we did plan to buy the slippers together... well thats just it i'll talk about this.. if you wanna be childish and fight over stuff, then i guess you may do it on your own.. Yes, your clan is the best.. i get it.. the whole world get it... you guys can afford expensive goods... woohooo... kudos... but lets just consider this, in ten years time, who will have the last laugh... even though both parties is in this situation, i just wants to wish both of you a happy anniversary.. i know it is today.. because i still consider us as friends... but if both of you have a problem with me and hate me to the fucking core, then get out of my life... what i wear, what i say, where i go and what i do won't matter to you if you guys really don't consider me as friend... don't have to talk behind my back... i have no time to fight over this.... Good Luck Friends... Happy Anniversary... Good Luck In Life... I Cherish All The Moments We Had Together Last Time... I Guess Its A Goodbye From ME To Both Of You.. i Sincerely mean this...

Next, i'll post about my Baby... we had a wonderful time on monday... spent Quality time together.... i love her alot... i've been sick this few days... she have been pissed off with me since yesterday... she is sick too.. both of us need someone by our sides... but i have been busy with percussion and that is the reason she is pissed off... hmm... hope things will be fine soon... I LOVE YOU ALOT BABY.... I SWEAR I REALLY DO.... till then... have to prepare for presentation now... but i will leave a poem for my Baby to read....

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

2008-10-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

trendy wankers... trendy wankers..... trendy wankers.... what a pity... waste tonnes of dollars just to show off originality... what a waste... donate the money to charity... its the best thing to do... rather then wasting money just to show off originality, which most probably creates more sins.... haha... compete whose the most original? whats the reward? A Murcielago? haha.. DUMB FUCKS...i bet you would throw it away once its worn out or torn.. so is it worth throwing away expensive goods?? you decide... trendy wankers have no future... people save money for hard times but spending it unnecessarily on goods is definitely dumb... i bet you wouldn't want to feed your kids with a pair of limited edition goodies... would you pay for your kid's school fee with a set of never-seen-before T-shirt?? and buy books for them using a pair of cool shades?? haha.. i guess for now, originality is just for trendy wankers... we will see in 10 years time, who's having the last laugh, driving BMW and dressing up with the latest designer stuff... haha... good luck with the originality trend... TRENDY WANKERS are DUMB FUCKS...

articulate the thought of being a streets Boy

2008-10-07T22:38:00.006+08:00

Quotes on life:
"The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge." - Bertrand Russell

Quotes on love:

"For it was not into my ears you whispered, it was my heart and it was not my lips you touched, it was my soul"-Dereck Langley

Well its been ages since i last post a long and full of picture kinda post. Spent QUALITY time with BABY for the past two days and i felt that every passing day makes me love her more. Yesterday we had a bonding session after school and we really do bond well. Today was spend watching a Horrible Movie( not to name names), but i do not mind, as long as my BABY is there to spend that time with me. After movie, BABY craved for macdonalds and so off we went to have dinner there. While eating, i decided to express my love to her(well BABY i just wanna say that i love you sooo much dear) in a simple but impactful way, after which, starts the picture taking ceremony(Chey!!!). Let the pictures do the talking( can they??????)

This is yesterday's picture. I got to say that life have been pretty busy as a Purcussionist. Performances, Practice, Dry-Runs, Rehearsals, just to name a few. Well performed at Admiralty Park last friday for an event. Performed again yesterday at South Agora and like FINALLY, BABY get to see me perform on stage. Furthermore, I am Leading the group. COOL OR WHAT??? Pulled off a great performance although it was to be only my second time leading. Thanks a million to Budiman for teaching me a thing or two about repeniques. Well i swear i had a great time on monday performing on stage to the crowd. This is some of the pictures taken by my classmate, Yuki, thanks Yuki for the pictures.

2008-09-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

Today marks the day that i'm a total disappointment. Saturday marks the day i'll prove them wrong. I am VERY disappointed with myself today as i missed alot of breaks and can't have my wrist to do the call and respond. Well taking into consideration that i have trained last saturday, i totally messed it up today. But well, Shaz told me that he have total faith in me leading the troops this saturday and well, i guess i just have to live with the expectation. i'll prove them wrong and try to lead by example this saturday. GOD ALMIGHTY, HELP ME WITH THIS!!!

well enough said about percussion, i'll talk about my dearest baby now. Well met her at around 3.30pm today at the school library. I Chiow class at around 10 am because i was just too focused on Hari Raya to even read the problem statement. Well chatted with baby till around 5pm and i swear i love her alot. SHE IS THE MOST SUPPORTING GIRLFRIEND IN MY LIFE!!!!! this is how the conversation go:

ME: " I was just wondering if you really support me being in percussion. If you don't i would rarely come percussion and be by your side."

BABY: "Baby, i would be behind you supporting you all the way. Don't quit percussion Please. I'll support you dear."

OMG!! i swear i was tearing when she says that. she is the most supportive girlfriend in my life. DEAR GOD, THANK YOU FOR KEEPING OUR RELATIONSHIP ALIVE. I SWEAR I LOVE HER TO THE CORE OF MY HEART. I promise that i would not disappoint you and i would show you how the suuport you gave to me really makes me do well. Be sure to catch me on stage at south agora this coming monday.

TO ALL MUSLIMS, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!! TO BABY, I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!

2008-09-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

i do not know why life have to be so fucking unfair.... why??? have i done any sin in the past to be retributed this way?? why is this retribution so heartbreaking??? why is it so bad?? have i done a great sin in the past?? or is this what people call "Fate"?? Being in Republic Polytechnic have opened new doors for me.. doors for a brighter future.. but why must it be dampened??? only time will tell whether i will leave RP with a Diploma.... Or with a letter stating," i regret to have you to quit RP in only your first year here....." ONLY TIME WILL TELL.....

LOST!!!!

2008-09-01T17:35:00.007+08:00

Well I Guess It Is Time For A New Post. Haha.. Well First Of All I Want To Wish All The Muslims "Selamat Berpuasa!!".. One More Month To Hari Raya Puasa.. Fast?? Yup.. Prepared?? Definitely.. I Do Not Know Why But I Feel That This Coming Hari Raya Is Going To Be The Most Anticipated And The Most Memorable Month Ever.. Hmm.. Well That Is One Month Time.. But For Now, I Am Going To Talk About Yesterday.. Went To The RSAF Open House '08.. Republic Of Singapore Air Force... That's The Place I Crave To Work In One Day.. Went There With The W35K Fanatics..Jerome,Natasha,Babu,Andy,Sadiq And Marcus.. Its Definitely A Fun-Filled Day For Me.. This Is The Place I Wanted To Be.. Met Them At Eunos MRT At 2.30p.m(This Is The First Ever Time That I Met Them On Time, Usually Late Though).. And Off We Go To My Future Workplace.. Hehe.. Well Let the Pictures Do The Talking For The Moment..Need To Go To The Toilet...Haha!!....................................From Left: Andy, Natasha, Jerome, Marcus And Babu................................. ...................From Left: Batman, BoyGenius, BlurGirl, Marc Spartan and Jeromeo................................................Pilot Izam With Co-Pilot Babu(i wonder where is Pilot Ganesh??)..........................

We Watched The Airshow At Around 5 p.m And It Was Fun!! The F-5 and The F-16 Wheezed Pass Right In Front Of You Is A Great Experience.. But Too Bad The Black Knights Is Not In The Airshow...This Is Some Of The Pictures Taken During The Airshow....

Well That Was Just To Upload A Few.. Went Out Of The Place At Around 6 p.m and Oh Boy Me, MArcus And Sadiq Had Lots Of Fun.. Took The Wrong Bus Which Took Us To Paya Lebar St.. Does That Look Like Paya Lebar STATION to You Guys?? Its Paya Lebar STREET Brothers... Alighted The Bus Somewhere In Nowhere.. Luckily There Is A Bus To Tanjong Katong Complex.. The Place I Promised My Mom To Meet Up... Marcus Boarded The Bus With Me As He Wanted To Go To Paya Lebar STATION But Sadiq Had A Straight Bus Home... Lucky Him.. Marcus Alighted At The MRT Station and.......I Went Down With Him... Decided To Walk To Tanjong Katong Complex... Its Not Worth Getting Lost In A Bus Alone Right???? So I Did Not Take The Risk And Walked... Afterall, I Was The One Who Suggested Taking The Public Bus Instead Of The Shuttle Bus Given As To Avoid The Long Queue And I Was sure There Is A Bus To Eunos MRT... And I Was The One Who Trusted My Instict And Decided To Take The Bus Going To Paya Lebar St.. So Should I Follow My Instict Again And Waited For 1 More Bus stop Before Alighting Which Is Claimed To Be A Bus stop Near Tanjong Katong Complex???? Not Worth The Gamble And Not Taking The Risk Alone.... HAHA!!! C YA!!!!!!

And Baby.... I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH AND I MISS U SOO MUCH TOO!!!!! THANKS FOR READING YA BABY!!!!!!!!!

its been awhile...

2008-08-22T13:48:00.005+08:00

"For you see, each day I love you more ; Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow." for you Baby

"kalau tak dapat jadi Hang Tuah, Hang Kebun pun jadi lah," a quote by my father

i agree with that. If i can't be a pilot, a co-pilot or an engineer of an airplane is good enough.

its been awhile since i last rant. Been busy with Chalets though. My Baby's class chalet is on 18,19 and the 20th August and coincidentally, my class chalet is on the same date too. i know its hard to believe but the fact is that my clas chalet and her chalet is just walking distance away. Hahaha!! Stayed there for the enire three days and it was an amazing experience, especially if your chalet is right in front of OCH. Yup, its Old Changi Hospital. Had a scare when we first settle down in the chalet as we heard a loud knock on the back door of our chalet. Little did we know that it was Farhan who knock the door. We were so thrilled with the prank that we decided to do it on others. Well u guessed it, we had alot of fun.

Then its time for a barbeque, we set off to Changi Village to buy the miscellaneous things for the barbeque. Rent some bikes too as we planned to go on a "Night Cycling" activity. There were around 18 of us. During the Barbeque, one of the science facilitator for my Baby's class came with her husband. That is when we celebrated Xiong Jie(if this is the correct spelling) birthday. Then, off we went for the Night cycling.

(singaporean cyclist................NOT!!!!!!)

Cycling was fun. We sat at Coastal Road looking at the airplanes taking off and landing. I saw this Emirates airliner taking off. My future employer. i wanted to be a pilot one day. its not a childhood dream, its a dream that i will work hard to make it come through. The thought was snapped by the sighting of this creepy old lady by the phone booth near where we are sitting. "What could she be doing at a phone booth at this kind of place at this point of time??" time check : 03.00 a.m. Then i could sense that it is not a human as she disappeared at a blink of an eye. well people normally say that when we are talking about them, they would be there listening and spotting your mistake. well i guess it is not the right place to sit. we went off soon after.

the 7 left at the chalet

well thats all as the second day was left with 7 of us and i went to my class barbeque at night and invited 8 of my classmates over to Baby's chalet for some time together. we played "Murderer And Detective" and played some songs before they went back to the chalet. time check: 12.30a.m. we have some reflection of each other at night and almost went to sengkang to solve some problem. we decided that it was too cold in the room and shifted downstairs. 7 people sleeping in the living room just near OCH?? haha..too bad we have to do it. i slept at around 4 after almost all have went to sleep. woke up at 8.30a.m to bath and check out at around 10.30a.m where my father fetch me and Baby. well did i told anyone of you that i saw quite a few ghosts during our stay??

forgiving is better than revenging

2008-08-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

firstly... i plead for your forgiveness... jealousy everwhelmed me.. secondly... i am sorry for involving two of your friends in this but i really feel they are of good help.. thanks FARHAN and GANESH... and lastly.... DO YOU EVEN THINK THAT I WOULD LEAVE YOU TO WALK IN THE RAIN WITHOUT AN UMBRELLA?? LEAVE YOU TO FIGHT YOUR OWN FEARS ALONE?? LEAVE YOU TO WIPE YOUR OWN TEARS?? LEAVE YOU WITHOUT SOMEONE TO TALK TO WHEN IN TROUBLE?? LEAVE YOU WITHOUT A SHOULDER TO DRY ON?? cmon..i'm a fool if i do that.... my love for you is growing every minute.. i'll be there to protect you dear...you should know what this means... LOVE YOU NURUL AINI BTE MORNIN..

"My soul is in the sky."

2008-08-06T09:30:00.003+08:00

today is wednesday... the day W35K will go home at around 12p.m... the day when all the ENFO fanatics get together for a friendly battle and all the chatters will intensely chat with their friends online... the day when the bloggers will blog... sooo.... here i am.. the last day of enterprise module for this semester.. AH HUAT AH!! THANKS FOR THE PIZZA FACI!!!! gonna have percussion today.... can't follow Baby to changi to check out the chalet... so sad... anyways we spend loads of time at macdonald yesterday discussing the chalet activities... we also played blackjack and i am the dealer... and i won!! we bet only 10cents each though... haha.... had a new game which my co-pilot Ganesh passed it to me... FLYING ACADEMY!!!!... fun game for a future pilot like me... yup.... i'm thinking of going to the flying club to take the private flying license...inspired by Ganesh...hehe... ok guys... wanna continue playing the game... rant soon...

Be yourself. The world worships the original.

2008-08-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey... back blogging... been busy lately... Percussions, performances, classmates, chalet planningz n stuff... but i took time off and decided to blog... Baby have been pesturing me to post and here i am... hmm... a few things have happened lately... Baby followed me to a dinner as it is mOm's birthday... surprised to see that a whole clan of aunts,uncles,cousins and sisters with bros-in-law.... but we had fun... after dinner we slacked at Changi till 12+... Dad had to send Baby home... and another thing that happened is................... i was alone in my group for maths and i'm loving it!!! did Powerpoint presentation alone and finished everything alone... i feel sooo proud of myself as i managed to figure out the programme codes all by myself... in the end, i got an A for myself... woohoo!!!!... today was a fine day for me though... cabot with Baby and hakim... culture module sucks .... fullstop.... haha.... spend time with Baby after some low times between us.. now things are back to normal... thank God....ok.... got nothing else to blog about... watching Prison break currently.... chiows

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING THIS FEW WEEKS

2008-07-22T09:49:00.002+08:00

today is the president's visit at my school and i am happy enough to be welcoming him onto my school. yup... u guyz see it right. welcome him in. i'll be playing th percussion to welcome him into the sports hall, which is officially opened today.. well i'm in class now listening to the talk COG(COCK) session as it is COGnitive now. he is kinda childish though. my entire group will be going off early today. haha.. 3 cabot,2 going for the president's visit. haha.... 3 weeks to end of semester...awww... changing class... i'll miss this shits in class... haahaa... precious shits though.. rant soon enough.... gotta do the powerpoint slides... chows mates!!!!

Sophomoric Act

2008-06-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

Yo momma’s so fat she takes posters not pictures.

Yo momma’s so fat when she went to the beach and got into the water scientist classified her as a new species of whale.

Yo momma’s so fat when she sat in the road I ran out of gas trying to go around her.

Yo momma’s so fat she has her own zip code.

Yo momma's so old, she farts out dust.

and the list goes on.....this is what me and cynthia were playing while msn-ing today.. and this is a few of my quotes that i said to her.. haha... okok... nothing much to blog today... bored la at home alone... my parents went UMRAH and i was left with my sister... hmm.... honestly nothing much to blog.... BABY,I DA BLOG NI.... LGY TDY SUROH I CPT2 BLOG KN? haha... and CYN, I BLOG BOUT U ALREADI... HEHE... ok.... LOVE U SOO MUCH BABY!!!!!

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." - BiGG

2008-06-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

Ok its been awhile since i blogged right? SORRY... hmm.... lets just say that i'm here now to share my experience last saturday and sunday with Baby's friends. Well Baby had bbq pit at pasir ris park and i was invited. COOL OR WHAT? hmm... arrive there at around 6 with hakim and shiela... meet ganesh and his friend at macdonalds at downtown east and went to the pit where serene and an ah beng(i forgot his name) was waiting... rent bicycles then after.... then......MAKAN TIME!!!!! after makan, gambled abit before setting off for a record-breaking cycling journey in my entire life... at first,me Baby,hakim,yana,shiela and ganesh went cycling for awhile before settling down at a playground to talk abit... saw this bat circling us... strange thing is... only 1 bat at a place sooo big?? haha...u know what is it right... haha.... then imagine yourself cycling from 12am till 12pm(only to stop for around 2 hours for a break as it is raining)?? like running on a marathon sei.... hmm... talking bout marathon, when we were cycling towards changi, there's this "adidas night run" thingy going on.... soooo, it slowed our pace abit... btw for your info, we cycled from pasir ris till changi then to pasir ris back...

......AT CHANGI......

we planned to go OCH at about 3am but it was interupted as the night run's route was just beside OCH and TP was patrolling near it. chances are that if we enter OCH(which is considered trespassing) we will be caught... so decided to go see bapok instead...OMG!!! f**king hot!!! but then again... they are guys... haha... bought nasi ayam penyet before cycling to changi beach and settle down at a dark spot to eat... after eating,GHOST stories.... ganesh shine his torch toward one of the girl without knowing that he also shine at a tree... then... things just start happening.. the "bat" followed us.... and was sitting behind serene... scary right?..ok... went to the Loo to shelter from the rain and saw the sun rise after that.... had breakfast at a mama shop... ate prata kosong and telor before the gang decided to went to OCH just to survey... upon arriving at OCH, EMILY(the name ganesh gave to the "bat") appeared angry and warn us not to enter.... mayb a good sign or a bad one.... i told them to quickly walk off and not to enter EMILY'S territory any further.... we backed off and went down to wait for hakim ,who went to SHIT,at the bus stop.

.....BACK AT PASIR RIS.........

went under ganesh block to collect our belonging... did some "RJ" before returning the bike..... and then OFF we went to our home sweet home.... went home with Baby and send her home..... LOVE U BABY!!!!!along the way, people just keep asking me what i saw at OCH and i have to repeatedly tell them.....

and oh..... DID I TELL U THAT I CAN SEE GHOST????

so is serendipity related to einstein??

2008-05-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

well..i blogged again!!! hehe... well u guyz know what happen right when people write blog.. it is to say what happen that day.. or... love life... care for both??? continue reading...

TODAY'S HAPPENINGS.....

9a.m-wkey-wakey

10- went out to kompang( coincientally my kompang is at my cuzzies wedding... COOL OR WAD?)

...

and the list goes on....

but..

summarise my daY...

its a wedding i was looking forward to as its been awhile i met with my cuzzies..

alot of the kendarat gave me the serpentine look as if i owe them big bucks... to hell with u...

well thats all today in my life...hehe but wait.... now to talk about lovie dovie... continue if interested...

LOVE LIFE.....

fought today as her cuzie blogged something which tingles my balls.. ask her about it and she said NOTHING... i thought she was hiding something as people say " a girls' nothing is a something they wanna hide from u..."
i asked her about it and she deny and straight away go wild(as in angry la)... but after awhile, i just forget about it... i love you soo much baby... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!! and this is my closing speech... somethign that scares Baby i guess...

"from now on,i swear upon God that i will die a horrifying death" -izam during MSN with baby

Profanities and Vulgarities

2008-05-14T21:07:00.001+08:00

Cool right??? this is the day when all 11 of us really bonded... we are more like bothers and sisters rather than classmates... Marcus, Victoria, Joyce, Jerome, XIng Xing, Andy, Natasha, Paulyn, Sadiq, Fairuz and Izam(me).. we had fun right guys??? we went to arab street to do some sheesha-ing and slacking together. we went to Amirah's Cafe(if i'm not mistaken) to slack and sheesha. we really bonded well with each other. we did alot of cam-whoring and talking and laughing and bonding and before we knew it, its time to go home.. and during the process of going home......"IRAH!!!!".... i discovered(chey!! like einstein sei) that she is sitting near where i am sitting... cool or what... irah is my secondary school classmate and i'm really glad to see her.. haha... ok... i went home that day with Joyce, Paulyn, Andy and Xing Xing as they are from the WEST side yaw'll!!! hehe... and oh... did i forget to blog about my Baby??? hehehehe.. Baby remember this.... whatever happens,i will still love you wholeheartedly.. and i wont scold u anymore k sunshine??? love u...

"you are the rainbow as u bring colours to my life...." -Izam BiGG

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!!

2008-05-13T11:32:00.002+08:00

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!! BPL title for two seasons straight!!!!! hahahaha... Screw Chelsea.. they're just a loser!!! haha.... sorry guyz for not blogging for awhile.... busy la sei...hehe.... i'm in school now and the module today is............ SCIENCE!!!!!! i hate it yaw'll!!! haiyo.... that's all i'm saying tooday... just blogging to fill time and talk about my childhood team of my dream... and my girl is damn beauty today and I LOVE HER TO THE FUCKING CORE!!!! we are back to normal now... no more world war Three !!!! hehehehe.... take care guyz!!!!

THANATOPSIS.... surely everyone will die one day...[I][Z][A][M] [L][O][V][E] [A][I][N][I]

2008-05-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

some might ask why am i not blogging that often. well the answer is simple... TIRED LA!!!!!... haiz... well wanna know about today right??? some might stupidly say "NO!!!" well to those who say no, no point reading a blog.. maybe u should go play games or what k??? hehe... just kidding... u can come back to continue reading ... ok.... well... i quarrelled with Baby today... well it is my fault too... sorry Baby for not informing u... hmm... but we were back to normal soon after... in class today, i'm the big enchilada...hehe... leader and scribe... hehe... just helping to do my mates job.... omg i got the best team to work with today... marcus,fazzlyn n sadiq.... what more can i ask for right??? hehehe.... xcept for the double-faced vivien,all af my team rock my socks man!!!!!hehe... no more thanopsis thinking for me!!!! woohoo!!!!love you Baby!!!!! got to go guyz... btw congratulation LOUIS THAM for the progress in anugerah band!!! happy right Cyn??? hehe k go!!!!

boredom strucks my soul which craves for enjoyment

2008-04-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i would like to wish CYNTHIA and HAZIQ(baby's brother) a very big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! may all your wishes come true and may both of you succeed in whatever both of u set your eyes on. Da besar la kakak Cynthia....hehe... And Haziq,tkmo noti2 tau... hehe.. hmmm.... today, joy filled the emtiness and boredom i felt early this morning. hmm... played CS in class again... even though the new Facilitator is beside me... ESAI MAH!!! hehe... well, after school, Saddiq and me chilled together @ woodlands MRT while waiting for Baby to finish her SAS(School of Applied Science) talk.. And i think me and Saddiq bonded.. hehe.. i can't wait for tomorrow... BECAUSE.... my IG a.k.a CCA is tomorrow... it's EMP(Electronic Music Production) and i love it!!!! hehe... Me,Saddiq,Fairuz and Marcus(four amigos) will attend.... well... it's getting bored right?? so am i... blogging cos i'm waiting for the MAN UTD vs BARCELONA match.... hope MAN UTD win!!!!!!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!! hehe... i guess Baby sleeping now... ssshhh!!!!... hehe.. Love u Baby... wish Haziq happy birthday for me k??? ILYSM!!!

Let It Remain As Status Quo...

2008-04-28T22:50:00.004+08:00

hey Peeps... i'm writing my blog to entertain my friends who have not been seeing me for quite a while.And also to those who really2 knows. Those who is just a passer-by and think that my blog is boring, F**K OFF.... get out of my blog... i want happy people... not F**KERS.. and to those who only understand computer language, encipher my words. but well, all i cared about is my friends and Baby. haha.. stop bullshiting me.. it doesn't work on me... haha... get a life ... anyway... tomorrow is maths.... straight A's for maths ever since i started my school... and he facilitator for maths(TT Thia) has always give me encomium words.. it makes me feel proud of myself! woohoo!!! KEMBANG LIAO!!! hehe.... but today, Baby made me feel a bit Melancholy(not a malay word to describe........the word is.....................u know i know la k).. but felt better now though....hey guyz gtg... sleeping is essential in our daily life... so sleep often k? btw miss going to town every saturday la CYNTHIA!!!!haha... chaow!!!! N.... LOVE U BABY!!!!

Cankerous??? There is a meaning guyz

2008-04-25T20:56:00.006+08:00

firstly, cognitive today was not so bad though. I have to admit, i enjoyed it thouroughly. We started off with a BANG. lotsa laughters. tis is a conversation by me n frens that triggers lotsa laughter.......................

fazz:"marcus,u listen to wad type of song ah?"

marcus:"ALL. i noe u listen to those kinds of metal songs ryte? haha"

Fairuz:"black metal mah.wear all-black one go town"

ME:"ya lah. wear the wadeva-toe shoe ryte?"

Fairuz:"Steel-toe la zam. fierce mah kakak.haha"

fazz:" NO!!"

ME:"OH... I thought camel-toe...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

ALL(xcept for fazz):"HAHAHAHAHA"

fazz:"wad'z camel-toe?? camel got no toe..."

Saddiq:"itz a place la....hahahahahahaha"

but guyz,the true fact is CAMEL-TOE is a.....erm...... u noe i noe la. so explicit to sae it out la. the whole class asking us wad is camel-toe.we give answers like A PLACE LAH,UNDER AUSTRALIA LA THE PLACE, and ITS A HIDDEN KINGDOM LA GUYZ... but soon afta... all get to noe wad it is and laugh their ass off. during break, me,paulyn,victoria,joanne,juli,fairuz,marcus n saddiq when to eat and did some camwhore. cool la. make lotsa noise and attracted attentions.n we love it!!! Cankerous though to have tis kinds of friends.

Afta sch,me and baby went to coswae to eat dinner. we debated about is learning part of education or vice versa??? i got aggitated with her cos she simply wont let me speak!!!! but cooled down soon afta though....Summarise everything up today by simply putting one word to describe today....FUN!!!!!

They Call It Fate, I Call It Karma

2008-04-24T19:25:00.003+08:00

BA My RJ(reflection Journal) have some anacoluthon!!!! ergh!!!! this is the consequences of not checking before sending. Haiz. But itz over. What's done is done. It's like being deflagrated. Totally ruined. Haiz. But it's ok though. My presentation today was sort of like an ok la situation. Malopropism here and there but i managed to pull it through. THank God!!! I cursed someone to have a bad day a few days back in front of Fai,Diq and marcus but it turns out that i'm the one having a bad day. THEY CALL IT FATE,I CALL IT KARMA. But overall,thumbs up for me and two thumbs up for my team today for doing a great job for the Presentation. I'm so not looking forward for tommorow's lesson; Cognitive Process. My class,the girls especially, will go like"HOT COG(cock) FACI!!" Hahahahaha. Lol. Well that's it for today. And by the way, Did i note anything about my BABY?? Sweetest girl. Waited for me for 30mins after sch.SO SORRY BABY.Facilitator i la lmbt release. Bodoh la dier. SORRY TAU. i got to go guyz. love u Nurul Aini Bte Mornin.

Fun To HAve Fun

2008-04-23T22:45:00.003+08:00

People!!!!! hmm.Had fun todae.Claz was lyke.............I don noe cos....... I went out halfwae.... Emergencies guyz.Well quite a boring day todae as i spend my time mostly wit Baby and at home,wit my lappy.Blah,blah,blah,blah,blah,blah,blah,blah....... but wait!!!!!! somethings do go right todae for mi.Here's a conversation on a coincidence that rili happens.........

BiGG:"imagine trjmpe mama while eating"
BaBy:"tkde pape jadi.Kater imagine"
BiGG:"i rase cnfirm jdi"
BaBy:"hahahahahahaha"

and guess wad??my mom rili appear out of nowhere.We were eating and she sat next to us.COOL OR WAD???
bt WTF.Whu cares.Mama noes Baby da 2-3 months now.but u shud c the luk on Baby's face when she saw mama.....
HAHA...LOL.... gotta go guyz... haiz.... hope tmr will remain as Status Quo.wanna mit my Inamorata.Bye guyz.

TGIF(thank god itz FRIDAE!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey!!! thank god itz fridae...... wanna noe hw sch went for mi??????????? one word.....FUN !!!!!!!..... we played CS in klaz for the whole tyme.... Facilitator????? wad cn dey rili do???hahaha...screw dem la... tis rili made mi inspired to come sch!!!! hahahaha... AND........... I LOVE U BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha... no link sia bigg..... kkkk... i gtg now...tmr g town ah gang... kne tdo...klau tk maen pool tk bgos.... hahahahaha.... c ya tmr BB,Ela,Fazz,Ajim n many more.... WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!

2008-04-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

OH BOY!!!!!!

ITZ MY ANN TODAE!!!!

HEPI ANN BABY!!!!

hehehe...i will nvr let tis gorgeous gal go... she's the one tat haf carried mi through thick or thin.... tears and happiness,we shared them 2gether...... hmmm.... i LOVE u soo muchx NuRuL AiNi BtE MoRNiN....

And..... todae is Enterprise skillz in sch and i love it soo muchx!!!! not bcoz of the subject but bcoz of the time spend in klaz.... her's how it goes:

9a.m-10a.m: discuss 1st meeting and present(which my group did)

10a.m-11a.m:break-out 1

11a.m-11.45a.m:prepare meeting 3(we r suppose to do meeting 2 but dere were nvr a meeting2)

11.45a.m-2.30p.m: break out 2(which i spend 1 hr to play CS online wit my klazmatez)

2.30p.m-3p.m:present meeting 3(which most of us ignore as we were engross in games)

COOL OR WAD?? haha.... hey,klaz will b boring without Jerome,Saddiq,Fairuz,Babu.......they r cool ppl to haf fun in klaz wit..... RP rox!!!! gtg ppl.... need to catch some sleep to prepare for games in sch tmr...n btw...CBL(cheating based learning) is FUN!!!!

2008-04-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! itz maths in sch n boy is it fun.... guess wad??? itz not bad afta all.. my clazmates i meant.... dey r super fun!!!! we get along lyke glue!! lolz.. tis gal in de pic,kip scolding mi todae but hell!!! wit a klaz lyke mine,whu crs bout scolding..... we were ok soon though.... i love tis gorgeous inamorata in de pic... my love=my lyfe...hahax....gtg....nid to slip to regenerate energy for my hyper klaz tmr!!!

1st dae of skewl!!!!

2008-04-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

wow!my 1st dae of sch is super fun!Hey!its not bad afta all.....bt too bad i'm sick todae.... flu,fever..etc. i tink i found someone whu is as tall as mi.... i call hym 'Twin Tower' cos he's as tall as mi.... cool aitez??? hahaha..nuthing muchx todae.... juz the boring skul dae which turns out to b fun!!!!! hahaha... gtg n slip... back to sch tmr....